Showing posts with label drama. Show all posts
Showing posts with label drama. Show all posts

29 May, 2021

Scenes from a Chat: I Don't See the Point edition

I thiink I've pinpointed my exact problem with mainland event hosts:
[14:03] CoolMan33 HUD!: ☆´¨) [name of artist]
[14:03] CoolMan33 HUD!: ¸.•´¸.•´¨) ¸.•*¨) AMAZING
[14:03] CoolMan33 HUD!: (¸.•´ (¸.•´ (¸.•*´¯`* SIMPLY AMAZING!!!!
[14:03] CoolCool HUD!: ☸ڿڰۣ-ڰۣ— Í ƒєєι тhe 尺ђץ†ђм Õƒ the MUSIC! ☸ڿڰۣ-ڰۣ— ☸ڿڰۣ-ڰۣ—
[14:03] CoolCool HUD!: the MUSIC , , , swaying
[14:03] CoolCool HUD!: ☸ڿڰۣ-ڰۣ— Í ƒєєι тhe 尺ђץ†ђм Õƒ the MUSIC! ☸ڿڰۣ-ڰۣ— ☸ڿڰۣ-ڰۣ—
Not only did this hostess do the all-caps, Facebook-language spam posts every five minutes or so, she also had TWO different huds to spit out this. Every five minutes or so.

Ugh.

In other news...oof, this went odd places. Left the group name in, anonymized everything else:
[14:24] Axxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Anyone know a environment light that is close to black and white, as good as it can be I guess for selfies?
[14:25] Cxx Bxxxxxx: that's a good question
[14:25] Jxxxx Vxxxx: u want it off
[14:25] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Ooh, that's fascinating. No, but if you do find one, let me know!
[14:25] Jxxxx Vxxxx: or on
[14:25] Txxxxxxx Dxxxx: There's a filter option when you take a shot.
[14:25] Lxxxxxxxx Mxxxxxx: have you tried the black and white filter...what [txxxxxx] said
[14:25] lxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: There's also editing after which is brilliant
[14:25] Axxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: yea dull saturation is the best I found so far, but am still looking sheesh, lol
[14:25] Axxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: oo wow, no I havent
[14:25] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): There is, sure, if you're using Firestorm, but there's not a lot of subtlety?
[14:25] Txxx Oxxxxxxxx: If you use firestorm it has a filter set
[14:25] Axxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Let me try to fiigure that out, thanks
[14:25] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Their filters are just that--you can't make them less of that effect, or more, it's just what's there.
[14:26] lxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: You're still better off learning a little photo editing for the best effect
[14:26] Jxxxx Vxxxx: no-filter-note lessthan this
[14:26] Jxxxx Vxxxx: find that drop down when open snapshot
[14:27] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Right. And as [Vxxxxx] pointed out, after-image processing is a thing. So if nothing else, pull open the image in your graphics program of choice, track down Desaturate, and play with the settings.
[14:27] lxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Even the default Win10 photo editor is good for basic stuff
[14:28] Jxxxx Fxxxxxxx: this has what to do with Amanda and Dench Designs?
Really? We've never had to restrict only to the bare discussion of furniture prims before, so...why now?
[14:28] Cxxxxxx Vxxx: look up GIMP its free editor and very advanced
[14:30] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Well, if nothing else, Amanda makes a lot of vintage and gothic/haunted things, that would look stunning with a black and white filter, or a black and white sim environment?
And then Ms. J IMed me:
[14:31] Jxxxx Fxxxxxxx: black and white in foto pics, there's a lot of choice
[14:31] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Oh, definitely.
[14:31] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Myself, I use a combination of IrfanView and Gimp, if the in-world FS filters don't do it for me.
[14:32] Jxxxx Fxxxxxxx: maybe it should be taken into private IMs
[14:33] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) headtilts
[14:33] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Wasn't my question. I just gave an answer.
[14:33] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): But if you're that bothered by it, sure, I can stop talking on it.
[14:34] Jxxxx Fxxxxxxx: thanks
I mean, sure, I guess so, you're being awfully snorty over one little photography discussion, but whatever. I closed the window and I'm moving on.

27 May, 2021

singing along, the arsonist choir

Hearing about this was fun--someone from SL decided to make a video about Bellefleurs for their Destinations YouTube channel. The problems I have with it, though--yes, trees have leaves. We get it. Also, they managed to miss the entire second floor of the mansion, as well as both gardens (outside of the one statue).

Still, it's an actual video, the music isn't bad, and Belles is seeing traffic because of it, so...up side?

So, this came up in a gifts and sales group, of all places...
[11:04] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Good Evening all you wicked free people :)
[11:04] Exxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Good evening!
[11:04] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: good evening
[11:04] Hxxxxxx Txxxxxxx: good afternoon
[11:04] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: mortals
[11:04] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: [F**] OFF
Meet today's thoroughly objectionable unseasoned chicken wing.
[11:04] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: good night
[11:04] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: O.o
[11:05] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: morons
[11:05] Rxxxxx Sxxxxxxx: good morning. Wicked? me?
[11:05] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: wow
[11:05] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: let me sleep
You could just close the chat window...
[11:05] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): What?
[11:05] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: [a**holes]
Why are you yelling at us? Just hit the little X and get on with things.
[11:05] sxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: then get offline
[11:05] sxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: jfc
Or that.
[11:05] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Language, [Hxxxx].
[11:05] Jxxxx Kxxx: someone needs ejected *raises hand to offer*
[11:05] Exxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx blink blonks.
[11:05] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): PG group.
[11:05] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: You man just turn off your computers.
[11:06] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: and all i said was hello......lol....what do i get for a goodbye i wonder
No doubt. Yelled at from go for no reason. What's next? (She says, knowing.)
[11:06] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: hahaha
[11:06] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: probably pain in the butt
[11:06] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: its my [f**kin] COMPUTER
Void stars, grow up. What are you, nine?
[11:06] sxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: greaterthangreaterthangreaterthan in it's profile greaterthangreaterthan Why don't you just talk to me and get to know me Instead of looking at my profile. who in the hell wants to talk to a TROLL! :)
Also a good point.
[11:06] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Can you NOT, [Hxxxx]?
[11:06] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: i will logout when the [f**] I WANT
[11:06] Oxxxx Sxxxxxxx: huh
[11:06] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: oh WOW,,,,,A TROLLL
[11:06] bxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: yes
[11:06] Uxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I hit block... dont have to read him anymore
[11:06] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: THANK YOU
[11:06] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Is there a mod on?
[11:06] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: AT LEAST I AM FAMOUS
For...what, exactly?
[11:06] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: LOL
[11:06] sxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Just report and block
[11:07] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: jeezz
[11:07] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I think [Hxxxx] had a bad day. LMAO
[11:07] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: [f**k] off [sxxxx]
[11:07] Jxxxxxx Txxxxxx: famous? yeah a legend in your own mind huh smh
[11:07] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: oh i had an awesome day
[11:07] Oxxxx Sxxxxxxx: choose the other window [Hxxxx]
[11:07] kxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: O.o what did i log into?
Man with an IQ of 49 thinking he's funny?
[11:07] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I had sex with 6 different women
[11:07] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: and now i want to sleep
Then go do that. And leave this group alone.
[11:07] sxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: LOL
[11:07] Exxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: ...Uh. PG group, dearie.
[11:07] Jxxxxxxx Txxxxxx: oh lordy
[11:07] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Not my problem.
[11:07] txxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: congrats?
[11:07] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: and you guys are [f**kin] silly
[11:07] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I am really tired in RL
[11:08] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: god where is my [D*CK]
Not only do I not know why you're asking, I'm baffled as to why you think any of us would care.
[11:08] sxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: IGNORE THE TROLL
[11:08] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: The groups have ratings?
All groups do.
[11:08] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: LOL
[11:08] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Again, this is my problem, why?
[11:08] sxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: MUTE
[11:08] sxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: They can, yes
[11:08] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): And yes. Groups have ratings.
[11:08] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I didn't knew.
[11:08] Axxxxxx Sxxxxxxxxx: Lets keep things family friendly please [Hxxxx]
[11:08] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I think he's underage-
[11:08] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I usually don't talk about nastly things so never get blocked for M or A things
[11:09] sxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: lol same. I prefer to keep that in the privacy of my home
[11:09] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: all i wanted to say was hello ,and did you all pick up your free items at ebento :)
[11:09] sxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: :o I didnt
[11:09] sxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: what free items?
[11:09] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: me too.
[11:09] kxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: ah. ebento. ty
[11:09] Exxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I haven't yet :o
[11:09] Jxxxxxx Txxxxxx: well hello there [Axxxxx], I hope you have a great day! :p
[11:10] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: ebento has cakes out , that have free group gifts in :)
[14:01] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I was there but it was so laggy so I turn off my computer the end
[11:10] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: [Dxxxx] do you turn off other avatars ?
People were trying to drag the conversation back on track.
[11:10] sxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx:
[11:07] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I think [Hxxxx] had a bad day.
LMAO [Hxxxx] had a harsh day [Dxxxx]
Point, there.
[11:10] Hxxxxxxx Txxxxxxx: Hey, what day does the Fab Free HUNT start again?
[11:10] Exxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Will it be around on Saturday? QUQ
[11:11] Exxxxxxxxxxx Pxxxxxx: hands him a magnifying glass if he cant find it
[11:11] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Cosmo has some free gifts as well :)
[11:11] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: [Mxxx], you are right hahahaha)
[11:11] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: just [f**kin] BLOCK ME EMILY..........an SHUT THE [F**K] UP ALREADY.....!!
[11:11] Axxxxxx Sxxxxxxxxx: ok gang, lets try to get the topic off trolls please and back to freebies and dollarbies! woot!
[11:11] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: just [f**kin] BLOCK ME EMILY..........an SHUT THE [F**K] UP ALREADY.....!!
[11:11] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: just [f**kin] BLOCK ME EMILY..........an SHUT THE [F**K] UP ALREADY.....!!
[11:11] 1xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: just [f**kin] BLOCK ME EMILY..........an SHUT THE [F**K] UP ALREADY.....!!
This went on for twenty-three more lines. I'll spare you the repetition.
[11:12] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) grins. I foresee a ban in someone's future.
[11:12] Exxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Can anyone please ban her?
Him, I think, but I'm in favor.
[11:12] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Apparently I touched a nerve.
[11:12] Axxxxxx Sxxxxxxxxx: he/she is banned
[11:12] Exxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Him?
[11:12] sxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: her?
[11:12] sxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: no
[11:12] sxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: IT!
[11:12] sxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: :p
[11:12] Exxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Thank you, [Axxxxxx] ♥
[11:12] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): We can now move on.
[11:12] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: so as i was saying lol , cosmo and ebento free gifts :D lol
[11:12] Axxxxxx Sxxxxxxxxx: my absolute pleasure [Exxx]
[11:12] sxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: jeez. I looked away for a literal minute
[11:13] sxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: omgosh more gifts i cant keep up LOL
[11:13] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx is no not saying hello again lol
[11:13] Exxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: .o. Hi, [Axxxxx].
[11:13] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): And now [Axxxxx] has a complex. A tragedy.
[11:13] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Most mornings/afternoons/evenings, [Axxxxx], people are perfectly polite here.
[11:14] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: o i know , there always one ;)
[11:14] kxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: i reported him to a linden
[11:15] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: haha, bye bye one linden
[11:16] Axxxxxx Sxxxxxxxxx: no worries the troll has been banished from the [group] kingdom. hurrah!
[11:17] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: hiphip
[11:17] qxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: hoorah
And life went on, but damn, that was an insane bit of confrontation right off the bat.

16 February, 2021

I'm back with an 808 'cause I'm bossy

Someone filmed an event at the J and R Ballroom in Aruba Deep! Of course she picked the day I decided a frothy pink confection of a dress was appropriate, but it's so cool to watch.

(Her blog covers them quite a bit, if you want the original text to go with the video.)

Meanwhile, everything was fine until the stupid nation attacked:
[08:33] kxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: We invite everyone to the opening of the residential sim on February 15 at 21:30 Moscow time. So do not forget to buy a ticket for our fast express, which will take you to the small town "Delights residential". Only here you can taste the most delicious ice cream, drink strong coffee and enjoy the aroma of fresh bread. On the territory of our town you will find not only your dream house, but also cozy romantic places. We are glad to everyone without exception !!! If you have any questions, please contact the cutest conductors of the miban and [kxxxxxxx]. [sim SLUrl]
We start with Miss M., also called Miss K., getting it wrong--this gifts and freebies group does NOT allow rental postings of any kind.
[08:33] Xxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Not the place for that [Mxxx]
[08:34] Txxxxxxx Lxxxxxx: real estate offers a no no
[08:35] xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: ..
Brief glitch, just a goof, happens a lot, right? We move on. Except...
[08:48] Jssssssss Rxxxxxxx: Lucky money chairs, lucky letter boards, and dollarbies here [sim SLUrl] if anyone wants free stuff and free lindens
Here's the other problem child, Mr. J, a real repeat offender.
[08:49] Ixx Hxxx: what kind of place is this [Jxx]?
[08:50] lxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: ?
[08:50] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Wau, two wrong posts in a row.
[08:51] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): And that second one? It's a mall on top of everything else.
Another thing that's not allowed in this particular group, postings for stores that are in malls.
[08:51] jxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Im at [sim mentioned earlier]. Not only is it quite beautiful and cozy, but there is a photo contest wiht a 5000 L prize! Whooot!
What is this, No One Took Their Brain to Work Day?
[08:51] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Good for you. Not for here.
[08:52] lxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: POSTING FORMAT in [group name] *Store Name* *NGN or FGN* *Numbers* *Description of item prize* *LM* *In any order* It helps advertise the store and MM : )
[08:52] jxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: 1st - 5000, 2nd - 3000, 3rd 1000, Thats 9000 L of free prizes just for submitting your prizes!
No.
[08:52] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Stop, [Jxxx].
[08:52] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Just stop.
[08:53] Exxxxx Qxxxxxxx sees the ban hammer being raised, ready to smash down hard...
[08:53] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Mmhmm. Waiting for it. :p
[08:53] mxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: hi there
[08:54] mxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: got wrong event time
[08:54] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): What wrong event?
Now, what are you on about?
[08:54] mxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: wasn't the writting event at 8 am?
[08:54] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): What writing event?
[08:55] mxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: huh did I get it wrong?
Yep. Check yer tabs, chicklet, you're typing to the wrong brain trust.
[08:55] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): What. Group. Are. You. Posting. In?
[08:55] intellectually curious (leetah7): Emily that may be wrong group as well
No, really? I'm so shocked. Look, this is my shocked face. Right here.
[08:55] mxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: anyway I hope everybody is well
[08:55] mxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: ops
Another "ops". Sure, Miss Mini-m, fine, you have "ops"-ied, guess that's it then.
[08:55] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): I know, and if it is, that's a hat trick, people--three wrong posts in a row!
[08:55] mxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: sorry
[08:55] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) cackles
[08:56] kxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: good here you?
[08:56] mxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: good too
[08:56] mxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: sorry about missing the tabs
[08:56] Nxxxxx Txxxxxx: It's ok [mxx] it happens :-)
[08:56] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): It happens, I'm just amused.
I was. This was high comedy at this point.
[08:56] kxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: got to learn and wrong chats are a thing
[08:57] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Oh, they definitely are. But that was a wrong window AFTER someone posted a rental ad in here, which is not allowed, AND after someone posted Linden givers in a mall, which is not allowed.
[08:58] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Really, all we need now is someone asking for Asian or ethnic models for a magazine that doesn't exist, and we'll be set. :D
[08:58] kxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: haha yeah all that stuff
[08:59] Sxxxxx Bxxxxx: linden givers? i love free linden. do you have a lm?
I am so not getting in trouble with a mod here for posting an LM, and I really don't care to send it to you private, because it's not the point of the group, so..all in all? No.
[08:59] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Read back.
[08:59] Sxxxxx Bxxxxx: i just logged in, i cant read back, it doesn't show
Not my problem, still against the group chat rules.
[09:00] lxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: [Sxxxxx] please read our group rules, thank you for understanding
[09:00] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Then ask someone in IM, I'm certainly not posting it again. :D
[09:00] Sxxxxx Bxxxxx: is Emilly a boss here?
[09:00] Sxxxxx Bxxxxx: she is very bossy
[09:00] 1xxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: lol
Not the first one to point that out.

mockingjay-not-bossy-informed
[09:01] Ixx Hxxx: no, but she knows the rules in group
It's very true. I have had them explained to me MANY times.
[09:01] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) sits back with popcorn
[09:01] bxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: lol yall are interesting
[09:01] bxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: what are the rules or where can I find em?
[09:01] Ixx Hxxx hands Gummibärchen to the groupies
[09:01] lxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: actually she is giving information I asked for , Since I am one of the MODs
Which, btw, Mr. J never bothered to give her.
[09:01] Exxxxx Qxxxxxxx: group description, at the TOP
[09:01] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Top of this window, click the profile icon.
[09:02] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Has the rules there.
[09:02] bxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: thanks em
[09:02] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) grins.
[09:02] Sxxxxx Bxxxxx: oh she's like a MODs pet
REALLY?? OH, good gods, SB, I could give you a list of all the mods I've tangled with in this group. I could even tell you about the two I tangled with HARD. I am anything but the pet of the mods. I'm barely tolerated some days.
[09:02] Exxxxxxx Sxxxxxxx: Good morning ladies and gents :D
[09:02] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) falls down laughing
[09:02] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Oh, [Sxxxxx], no.
[09:02] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): More like...occasional thorn in the side but I'm learning.
[09:02] lxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: [Sxxxxx] show the same respect that you want from others
[09:02] Exxxxx Qxxxxxxx: never a mod. I wouldn't have the patience. :p
[09:03] Exxxxxxx Sxxxxxxx: Good morning, [Ixxxxxxxxxxxxx] :_)
[09:03] lxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Hello [Exxxxxxx] and Good Morning :)
[09:03] Sxxxxx Bxxxxx: yea being a mod is hard, especially when you pick sides with people that you love vs people you don't know, and not treating everyone equally
[09:04] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) would gently point back to [Ixxxxxxxxxxxxx's] comment on respect.
Because, uh, yeah, answer's in the question, there...
[09:04] Exxxxx Qxxxxxxx: worked as security in plenty of clubs in SL 2 chances, then boot. :D
[09:04] lxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I usually pick respect over disrespect, you may refer to it however you choose
[09:04] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: you have been 10 years in SL and you do not know how to behave in a group? tsk tsk
Maybe not, because I pulled the profile? And sure, SB's been in for ten years, but SB is also very, very dull--no SL pic, no bio, no picks, no FL pic or bio...bland blank bot look. It's not flattering.
[09:04] bxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: anyone have any job opportunities open by chance?
[09:05] Sxxxxx Bxxxxx: dont know how to behave? LOL
[09:05] Sxxxxx Bxxxxx: report me
This is not the be-all end-all "Gotcha" you think it is, SB.
[09:05] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: [Bxxxxxxxx] there are groups for jobs on FB
[09:05] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): This is better than coffee.
[09:05] Exxxxx Qxxxxxxx: you would need to be at least 3 months old.
[09:05] bxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: oh alright
[09:05] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: wow group is in flames today
I know, right? I mean, I quote a lot of this group's chats, but this is above and beyond even for them.
[09:05] bxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: So sometime in May for me then
[09:06] Exxxxx Qxxxxxxx: it gives you chance to really familiarize yourself with SL
[09:06] Ixx Hxxx: please calm down!
[09:06] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Hiya [Rxxx] hugs :-)
[09:07] Exxxxxxx Sxxxxxxx: Good day, [Rxxx]! :)
[09:07] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: Hi there [Exxxxxxx] :)
[09:07] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: Hugs [Nxxxx] :) working on a new post :)
[09:08] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: but I got distracted by the uhmmm what shall I call it? Interesting chat? in here
One way to put it.
[09:08] kxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: yayyyyyy ..[Rxxx] knows how much I like her blog posts :-)
[09:08] Ixx Hxxx: agrees
[09:09] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: so did yall go to the Shop and Hop? Runs till the 17th
[09:09] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): I think it's a general 'are you going to really stick with SL' tradition? Not to hire people until they've been around for two or three months.
[09:09] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): I still need to finish that.
And I did, after the first part of this chat. It was a SLOG.
[09:09] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: want the links to the sims?
[09:09] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): I have where I stopped. :) But thanks!
[09:09] Exxxxx Qxxxxxxx: well to lighten the mood, made cookies. Choc. and toffee chip. Sausage rolls to make tomorrow. :)
And we seemed to be on track, but I kid you not, I was giggling like a five year old in the middle of this.

But then...
[09:14] Jxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Lucky money chairs, lucky letter boards, and dollarbies here [sim name and coordinates] if anyone wants free stuff and free lindens
[09:15] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): [Jxx]! Things were getting back on track!
[09:15] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: [Jxx] that is not allowed and you know that
Boy has been TOLD. At least TWICE at this point.
[09:15] Jxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: opps
[09:15] Jxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: wrong group
Based on later behavior, profoundly no, he was just the third of the brain removal cases, as well as someone who either doesn't care or doesn't get that when mods talk, folks should listen.
[09:16] Xxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: seriously how many shall i mute today?
[09:16] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) laughs
[09:16] Xxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: be considerate opeining 100K + member list takes time :p
[09:17] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): No, [Xxxxxxxxx], I am very considerate, it's just been a train wreck in here today. :D
[09:18] Xxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: some of those wreckers are licking wound right now
Good. Serves them right.

But wait! Didn't stop there, I just thought it had!
[09:33] Jxxxxxxxx: so many malls are being advertised
What malls? Also, you have zero room to talk, J, you've been posting the WRONG THING all MORNING here.
[09:33] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: [Clothing store] also has a LOT of group gifts, some in the middle of the store, some against the wall. The group is free [Store update group] and so is the taxi [Store sim]
[09:34] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: [Jxxxxxxxx] if you look at the group rules you will see malls are not allowed.
[09:34] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: the rules are in the groups profile
[09:35] Jxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: i see that, and yet they are being advertised
No, they're not. Now you're just being a jerk, J.
[09:35] Exxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx sneaks in a question, seeing that [Rxxx] is on fire
[09:35] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: LOL [Exxx]
[09:35] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: [Hair store] has 2 lucky chairs with male and female hair NGN [Hair store sim]
[09:36] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: I am just telling all my secrets here
[09:36] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: ask away [Exxx], I will stop
[09:36] Exxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Any idea where I might get some body glitter for my mait body (obv BOM is fine) and or sparkly stockings as a giftie/freebs ? i'm doing a carnival outfit - I wasn't getting much result on MP (to my surprise)
[09:37] Exxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: and thanks for the sharing [Rxxx] [09:37] Jxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: can we advertise the shop and hop?
[09:37] lxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Yes , [jxxxxxxxx] becacseu it is Linden lab
That's "because", and think of it this way, J: Shop 'n Hop, and other big Linden-sponsored shopping events, aren't malls, they're closer to trade shows. They have a theme everyone tries to meet, and it's as much advertising/networking (through information folders and free gifts) as it is dedicated to sales.
[09:38] lxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: sL official event that happens yearly
Well...no. But so far, it's restricted to big holidays: Valentine's in February, Easter in Aprille, Hallows in October, Yule in December.
[09:39] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: several times a year. This was the Valentine editiomn
[09:39] Jxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: we can't advertise shop and hop?
Are you dim, J? Does the elevator not go all the way to the penthouse?
[09:40] Jxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: shop and hop = mall, so we cannot talk about it
No, again, Shop 'n Hop is a Linden trade event, it's allowed, because it's not a mall. And now you're just being a capital-J Jerk.
[09:41] Exxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: i'm sure if [Rxxx] says it's ok to post Linden lab events then it is
[09:42] lxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: [jxxxxxxxx], we can advertise shop and Hop because it is a Linden Lab sL official event that happen yearly
[09:42] Mxxxxx Txxxxxx: nods and hiya [lxxxxx] hugs :-)
[09:42] lxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Shop and Hop is a Event , not a " mall "
[09:42] Jxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: even if it breaks the posted rules?
IT DOESN'T BREAK THE RULES, YOU CONTORTED NITWIT.
[09:42] rxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: free stuff is mostly found in malls and shops, if those aren't allowed, then where do we find free stuff?
No one said shops were banned. Shops, stores, the events that are allowed to be posted--all fine. Malls, specifically malls are not allowed.
[09:42] lxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: -hugs- [Nxxxx] , Hello
[09:43] Exxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: well I susopect if you find the rules aren't written clearly enough you can always write an edit and suggest it to the group owners? I find it not confusing personnally
[09:44] Jxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: it's very clear - no malls - but then there's some malls you can advertise. And that is clear to you?
Yes, see, because their brains work, and your brain clearly doesn't. Or you're just being pickily obtuse because you think it's gaining you points. Pro tip: it's not.
[09:44] Exxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Yesh cuz to me a mall isn't the eaxct same thing as a linden lab event
[09:45] Pxxxx Axxxxx: how about if you dont like the rules or understand the group you just leave or ask a mod in private to explain to you
[09:46] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: [Pxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx] I just posted at least 10 posts with free stuff...NOT in malls
[09:46] Jxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Lucky money chairs, lucky letter boards, and dollarbies here [sim name and coordinates] if anyone wants free stuff and free lindens
SWEET VOID STARS WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS.
[09:46] rxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Oh I didn't see those, I just came online :)
[09:47] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: now you are so lucky I am not a MOD :)
[09:47] Exxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: may we have the store name as stated in the rules please?
Don't even bother, he's clearly trolling at this point.
[09:47] Vxxxxx Cxxxxxxxxxx: lol
[09:47] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Wait wait wait, I figure the drama's done here, I go off to do other things, and it flares up again? Someone definitely needs a blanket and some hot cocoa.
[09:47] lxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: [jxxxxxxxx], stop posting that , you have been told by 3 different MODs to not post it
[09:47] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: it's a mall [Exxx]
Yeah, and that's the other thing--is J just irked that the group bans his rule-violating mall but he can't get them to ban a Linden-sponsored trade show, that, because it features multiple trade booths, he's taking as a mall? Is he that petty?

Wait, might have answered my own question there.
[09:47] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: he posts it over and over and he has been warned not to
[09:47] Exxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: ah lol
[09:47] Exxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: ok he's lucky you're not a mod then ;)
[09:47] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: but [Jxxxxxxxx] thinks he still can do that
[09:48] Kxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Oooo! I want a blankie and some cocoa. It's snowing here.
It's snowing in a lot of places. It's even snowing in places folks are not used to snow being a thing.
[09:48] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: ikr :) he would have my boot printed on his behind
[09:48] Vxxxxx Cxxxxxxxxxx: I'll trade you the blankie and cocoa for the snow.
[09:48] lxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: He was already ejected and banned from group.
Yay! NOW can we all go back to just posting MM boards and freebies??

roses-and-organs

Also, whyisthisnotforfemalebodies?!? I am offended!

Seriously, I would wear this, I can't be the only one!!

I even tried the demo. And APART FROM IT NOT BEING RIGGED FOR ME, it looked amazing. It's at the latest round of We Roleplay, and it retails for L$450.

Seems a HUGE oversight, though!

23 November, 2020

two dimensional reflection, unforgiving, unaware

Brief little annoying snippet to start. No, he does not get anonymized either:
[2020/11/05 23:29] Devil Inside (debaseyou1): Oh my god.
[2020/11/05 23:29] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Hmm?
[2020/11/05 23:29] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Wait, I remember you.
I do. He was the utter disappointment that someone in one of my social groups wanted to bounce, but he was dating one of the members, and she literally asked management to hold off banning him from the sim until they were finished boning. Just...baffling.
[2020/11/05 23:34] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): So, you're talking to me why?
[2020/11/05 23:35] Devil Inside (debaseyou1): heh
[2020/11/05 23:35] Devil Inside (debaseyou1): you do?
[2020/11/05 23:35] Devil Inside (debaseyou1): from when?
[2020/11/05 23:36] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): You're kidding, right?
[2020/11/05 23:36] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): You were the idiot who dropped into the OWL hangout that one night and got bounced.
And then he stopped talking. Guess he remembered. Keep in mind, this person has never been on my friends' list, will never be on my friends' list, and with this, I'm actively discouraging others from friending him. So he had to track me down. Why? He never said.

Then, this burst of stupid. What was under discussion, to set it up: This was a mesh template group having a winter sale. Someone had asked when the sale ended.
[12:54] Rxx Fxxxx: Winter doesn't even START until Dec 21.....
[12:54] Axxxxxxx Pxxxxxxxxxx: Don't you know, the holiday season starts in Febuary nowadays. (snark)
[12:55] xxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Well [Axxxx], the only stupid here is you. If I ask, it's because I don't know if it's until late winter or just for a month. If you have no manners to answer, you better shut your mouth.
And that was just so shockingly rude, in a group that seriously has NEVER had drama.
[12:55] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Excuse me??
[12:55] Nxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxx: wow [xxxx]
[12:55] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): That's a tad harsh.
[12:55] Nxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxx: does that not make u as bad?
Or worse.
[12:57] Axxxxxxx Pxxxxxxxxxx: *laughs*
At least Ms. A's taking it in stride.
[12:57] Cxxxxxxxxx Bxxxxx: relax people :s
[12:58] sxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: wow wheres all the holiday spirit
[12:58] Cxxxxxxxxx Bxxxxx: this group is not to argue. calm down and let's enjoy these days
[12:59] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): It's weirdly refreshing, in a very depressing way--this group *never* has drama!
[12:59] sxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: normally from what I remember in the past, the sale ends on jan 1st, but is known to go on after that, until meli can change everything back to normal..so anything after that id consider bonus
And after that, things settled down, but whoa, pump yer brakes there, Ms. X, or lower the dosage, or something--that totally wasn't necessary. She just asked a question.

27 October, 2020

I won't let this pull me overboard (part II)

(Continued from the first part.)

And the rest of the conversation:
[10:20] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Threatening behavior IS enough, Mr. Ronin. Have you not figured that out yet?
[10:20] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Have fun isolated to your own parcel.
[10:20] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Ah, our sweet Guv'nah will rent to anyone...but your actions will make you accepted, or not.
[10:21] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): bieng there.. done that..smile
"Been there".
[10:21] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Bored now.
[10:21] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) wanders off.
10:21] Hxxx Sxxxxxx: Duchess...perhaps we should let Mr. Ronin unleash his plans on the Commonwealth...it would be amusing to see what his ideas of not boring are...
[10:21] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Or in library in Oxbridge until I can convince Deans to band you from there as well.
[10:21] Ixxxxxx Dxxxxx: watches the troll line being crossed and heads off in the same general direction as the Duchess.
[10:21] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident) hands a box of popcorn I found
[10:22] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): nehh all this is a getting to know ye conversation
If he truly means that, then he's a terrible conversationalist.
[10:22] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Oxbridge bans trolls.
[10:23] Hxxx Sxxxxxx: snatches his popcrom back from the troll and hands him a ticket to Mondrago...
[10:23] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): in all the 9yrs I came to this.. never got banned for this kind of conversation
[10:23] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx wonders when Mondrago bans him
[10:23] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Then we shall surprise you, indeed.
[10:24] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): but I am pretty sure The Gov hears this.. so lets wait and see.
"Let's". And as I've said, Des won't ban anyone from Caledon, estate-wide, unless they are very bad indeed, on the level of constant griefing, harassment, shouting objects rezzed on Commonwealth land...but once more, that doesn't mean that individuals in Caledon can't ban him from their own parcels.
[10:24] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): at least we got the welcome talk sorted..
[10:25] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): glad to see you all. and more in time
[10:25] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: You won't
[10:25] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): that is stil up for grabs
"Still".
[10:25] Hxxx Sxxxxxx: Yells from upstairs...Honey...did you move my Jackalope Furry Suit...
[10:26] Hxxx Sxxxxxx: oh no do you think that pervert stole it?
[10:26] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): but I am glad to see the welcome mat to this region remains the same..
[10:26] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): missed it.. and one reason for the return of Me..
[10:26] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Well, he's welcome to it.
[10:27] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): And I am *VERY* sure Des will be informed, yes.
Probably by multiple gentles, considering how this went.
[10:27] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): I failed furry classes.. epic
[10:27] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): so don't worry about furry suits
[10:28] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): "return of Me". So not just a petty thief, but a petty thief with delusions of grandeur.
[10:28] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) makes a note.
[10:28] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx has dealt with returning trolls before.
[10:28] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): neh.. just know how to Me a entance and known..
This was harder to parse. I think he's saying "just know how to make an entrance and [be] known"?
[10:28] Hxxx Sxxxxxx whispers..."who is he"
[10:28] Hxxx Sxxxxxx quakes...
[10:28] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): No one of consequence, apparently.
[10:29] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): And that would be "make an entrance"
[10:29] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): once I settle at kitty and get My stuffed shipped over in some days/week..then we get "busy"
"Stuff". And we don't care.
[10:29] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Good for you.
[10:30] Hxxx Sxxxxxx: look forward to it, mate...
[10:30] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): the rent is sorted.. so squating is out
"Squatting".
[10:31] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) makes a note in the Gearhaven files, as well, before moving on to far more entertaining things.
And it was here, Constant Reader, that Emilly Orr entered her very first ban on Gearhaven's ground.
[10:31] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): I got a coptor . I can move arround..
"Around". And great, not only a troll, but an anachronist. Just what we need.
[10:32] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): and sins I hardly sleep.. like any good criminal.. pretty sure I meet all in time
"Since" And possibly "[will] meet all in time".

The conversation trailed off at this point; I certainly had better things to do, and I stopped paying attention. Then, around forty minutes later...
[12:14] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): greetings folk.. I hate to say it. but it looks like I got the place sorted and paid
[12:15] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): [Mxxx Mxxxxxxx] was very helpfull.. thanks
"Helpful". And that's her job as an estate manager. It doesn't mean she trusts you implicitly either, you nitwit.
[12:26] Hxxx Sxxxxxx: yea! welcome..
[12:28] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): any heartclock fixer arround?
"Around".
[12:37] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): ok. its not much.. tent and suplies.. but lets call it home for now
"Supplies". And again, "let's".
[12:39] Fxxxx Lxxxxxx: does supplies include ice cream? chocolate?
[12:39] Hxxx Sxxxxxx: sea urchin?
[12:40] Fxxxx Lxxxxxx: *makes a face*
[12:40] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): neh.. just oil and stuff to keep Me in the air...
[12:41] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): after I get the turkey stripped .. I can even eat
[13:08] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident) almost started to sing "I am in heaven"
[13:09] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I thought you died Soaron, welcome back?
[13:11] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): well I do have a heartclock now..
[13:11] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): but still good
[13:11] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): at being bad
At this point, this is just tiresome.
[13:12] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): and now we got the place sorted and paid.. I time to ship My stuff over
I think he means "in time to ship" here?
[13:13] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): but I do need help whit the heartclock soon.. any good at that?
"With". And possibly, "anyone good at that".
[13:15] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: not for you
[13:15] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): hehehehhe of course not
[13:22] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): you can't good at being bad and loved all over
You mean, "you can't [be] good at". And yes, you can, that's the main issue--we've had madmen and mad scientists and evil geniuses, vampires and werewolves and fire-breathing dragons, world-wreckers and world dominators and the darkest of dark fae in Caledon, and to a person, they've been polite. YOU are not polite. YOU are an irritant. So it doesn't matter if you're good, bad, or functionally impaired, it's your behavior in this case, not your morality.
[13:23] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Sounds like you have a history with this...person, Mm. [Sxxx].
[13:23] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: not personal Emilly
[13:23] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): lets put it this way. I come to this region close to 9 yrs now
"Let's".
[13:23] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): and like I say. I am good
[13:23] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): in bieng bad
"Being". And possibly even "[at] being bad".
[13:24] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Still don't care.
[13:24] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: but since this alt of his has not been blocked by LL yet, nor Caledon yet as others have, I am blocking him so I do not have to listen to his rudeness, crudeness and lies
That is a truly excellent idea.
[13:24] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): but a reputation is not bad
[13:24] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Oh, some in Caledon have.
[13:27] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): well if only one blocks Me.. I am slacking
[13:27] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): And you're bad at math. "Some" is more than one.
[13:28] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): prolly due to heartclock failure and new settling
[13:29] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): but at babbage there are still heartclock fixers.. but they do cost a lot,.
Again, conversation trailed off, and I stopped reading, but as my personal affairs had tied up, I had the chance to meander to our manse in Caledon II. And tried to pull up parcel information, and...utterly failed. So, stymied, I decided to ask chat.
[13:36] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Here's a question for Caledon at large--if About Land won't come up, does that mean I need to restart, or that sim does?
[13:36] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: you reboot
[13:36] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: SL has been off the charts lately
[13:36] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): reboot is the better option yes
[13:39] Exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Yeah, try a relog first. Sometimes the sims get stuck in odd places, but a reboot can clear local issues
[13:39] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) nods.
I logged out, logged back in, and was able to pull the land information up with no further issue. So Gearhaven's estate in Caledon II has also banned Mr. Ronin, now.
[13:45] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Ah, much better. Land issue solved. Thanks!
[13:46] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: yw
During this, there was an IM sent me by Ms. [Sxxx] who apparently has had experience with the troll in question prior:
[13:25] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: everyone figued he had not really died but were so relieved he was gone
[13:26] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): So, I've never run across this moron before, but Lady [Axxxx] said that he's been at this 'ooh I'm a huge thief you'll never see me coming I'm so baaad' nonsense since six this morning.
[13:27] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: yeah he will be around for months or longer unless Des bans him for something, it is so not right for people in this group to have to hear his crap.
[13:27] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) nods
[13:27] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Well, Des apparently rented to him again, he's in Kittywickshire
[13:27] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Gods help Kittywickshire
[13:29] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: yeah
[13:32] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: He will continue to dominate the conversation as long as anyone is talking with him or is talking in the chat
[13:33] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): I keep trying to let it go. I managed about an hour. :)
[13:33] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: he is good at it
[13:33] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): I should just mute him now, he's not going to say anything I'm interested in hearing.
[13:33] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: yes
[13:34] axxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: it is horrible for ISC as a whole and he is thrilled with that
I bet.

So, that is what I did. He's done nothing AR-worthy, true, by my standards. But he's banned on both parcels I have control over, and he is blocked and muted for me personally, so I never have to worry about feeding the troll again. Thoroughly objectionable troglodyte. I hope he departs our shores soon.

26 October, 2020

I won't let this pull me overboard (part I)

So, this one's slightly different from my usual. For one, it's only partially anonymized, as the name of the troll in question I'm leaving in full view. Second, it may be longer than usual, to capture the whole of it, so it may turn into multiple parts.
[10:05] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident) wonders around the new region, looking for "Opportunities"
Meet the maledictor in question, Mr. Ronin.
[10:05] Dxxxxxxxxxxxxx Exxxx hides the heirlooms
[10:06] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): don't worry. if they are tide down.. I would get them
"Tied".
[10:06] gxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: A new region in Caledon?
[10:06] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): for Me,. aye
[10:06] Dxxxxxxxxxxxxx Exxxx: a new resident
[10:06] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Which?
[10:06] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): lets put it this way.. Old / new resident
So, what I'm getting from this is, he's had other names before this one.
[10:06] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): New region, or new resident?
[10:07] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): can't say that after 11 yrs.. I am new
[10:07] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) stares fixedly at the profile that says "six months old"
Yes, I know alts exist. Yes, it's clear he is one. I'm just making the point that this particular avatar, with this particular name, is only six months old.
[10:07] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Returnee?
[10:07] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): aye.. but this can be easy changed .. if you want
[10:07] gxxxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: New to Caledon
[10:08] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): more of a new (criminal) element at Caledon
And this was when the mood of chat began to sour. He was so insistent that he was a big, bad, criminal who would never be caught, an all-around evildoer on the loose, muahahahaha. Right. Whereas most of us listened to him and concluded 'troll'.

Also around this time, Lady A IMed me and mentioned he'd been playing this game since six am this morning. So...four hours of his nonsense. Hardly surprising people were tired of it.
[10:08] Ixxxxxx Dxxxxx turns his gaze
[10:08] Ixxxxxx Dxxxxx: "oh really."
[10:08] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): just tie things down and lock/bolt doors and your good
"You're".
[10:09] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): then I can look at your neighbors
[10:09] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: AR-worthy person?
[10:09] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Not if he's a tenant.
Though at this point, post-conversation, I'm wondering if I should change that conclusion. True, he hasn't done anything to me yet that would earn a direct abuse report from me to the Lindens, but...there's nothing saying he couldn't do something that would get me to send in an AR to the Lindens. I'll just have to stand back and observe.
[10:09] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): well at My age.. I am known and skilled...
Oh, and that's another thing that makes me think he's just a troll. Reading through his profile--and this chat--tells me he's a wannabe dom. He constantly refers to himself as 'Me' and 'My', which tells me he expects anyone not dominant to immediately kneel in supplication at his feet.

I've met this type before. I am not impressed. Respect must be earned, and with the way he started out, that's just another checkmark on the 'person to avoid like the plague' list.
[10:10] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): I am renting. so does the Gov demands
[10:10] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Tenant may still be abusive.
[10:10] Ixxxxxx Dxxxxx: Known by whom?
[10:10] Hxxx Sxxxxxx: criminals...in Caledon?
[10:10] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): none.. sins I didt give you My name
"Didn't", again, and I am ashamed to admit, it took me some time to catch on to what he meant. I thought he was just putting on airs.
[10:10] Ixxxxxx Dxxxxx narrows his eyes.
[10:10] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): yet
[10:10] Hxxx Sxxxxxx: I thought we shipped all the degenerates off to one of the islands...
[10:10] Ixxxxxx Dxxxxx: So you are Known By None and Skilled at?
Nothing, apparently.
[10:11] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Ah, now see, you're treading perilously close to "Why do we care" territory, Mr. Ronin.
[ 0:11] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): I don't know criminals but at least 1 now
[10:11] Hxxx Sxxxxxx: do we care?
[10:11] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): don't know yet.. but time will tell..
[10:11] Ixxxxxx Dxxxxx: I think we are seeing the establishment of some RP, perhaps.
[10:11] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr) smiles. Pretty sure we're still figuring that out.
[10:11] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Mad scientists are one thing but threatening people?
I know. It's just not done.
[10:12] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): I don't hunt ppl.. not My thing.. more anything not tied down or bolted..
[10:12] Hxxx Sxxxxxx looks for the popcorn...
[10:12] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Mmhmm. It may help, Mr. Ronin, in case you've forgotten this about ISC chat--it is as frequently IC as OOC.
[10:13] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): aye.. that may be its use..but I prefert to stick to RP
"Prefer". And that's fine, I know people in and out of Caledon who never break character, and that's acceptable--IF the character is interesting on its own. If it's not--if the character one is attempting to play is abhorrent to the core--then it truly doesn't matter if they never break character, because no one with half a brain is going to care enough to interact.
[10:13] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): But wandering around openly saying you're going to steal everything is not exciting, innovative, or shockingly new.
[10:13] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): and I still didt tell My name
Again, "didn't".
[10:13] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Also, it makes you a fairly bad thief.
It does. It's equivalent to walking into a bank without mask or weapon and standing in front of a security guard, screaming "I am here to rob this bank!"
[10:13] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx tells all his automatons to hunt potential self-proclaimed thief down with extreme prejudice.
[10:13] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): just good in bieng bad
"Being". And possibly even "good [at] being".
[10:14] Ixxxxxx Dxxxxx sharpens a wing claw.
[10:14] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): ha. only if your fast.
"You're".
[10:14] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx digs up old blueprints based of Kafka's story Penal Colony.
[10:14] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident) grins
[10:15] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): You keep threatening us with revealing your real name. I'll ask again, sir--why are we interested in knowing who you were before who you are now?
[10:15] Hxxx Sxxxxxx: maybe it is a clue?
[10:15] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): don't know why you think that way.. I never met you all before..
[ 10:16] Hxxx Sxxxxxx: well mr. ronin...nice to meet you...
[10:16] Ixxxxxx Dxxxxx: Yes, well, Mr. Not-Soaron-Ronin-nor-hoffMastersr-apparently, if I catch you.. RP or otherwise.. skulking about peoples homes or businesses - and in particular my friends, it may go. Poorly for you. They will drown you in a tea and shower you with ambiguous compliments.
[10:16] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): Ohhh, no, my apologies, the penny dropped.
Because I suddenly caught on to all this folderol about 'you don't know my name'.
[10:16] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): He's not saying he had another name, gentles--he's saying we don't know his name because we haven't seen him. Because of course that's how this works.
Here's the thing. I get how, if you're that hard-core for character living, you can walk around amongst other avatars and insist that no one knows your name if you haven't formally introduced yourself. Fine. Occasionally ridiculously stupid with SL's culture and conventions, but fine.

But in ISC chat? In any group chat? We are reduced solely to the text-based environment. And in that text-based environment, names are given. Names cannot be avoided. And only an utter fool, or a malicious primitive, would ever think that people seeing printed names are not going to see printed names. I'm not sure which Mr. Ronin is yet, but it's entirely possible he's both.
[10:16] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): I do know My meal today is a turkey I found at kitty
[10:16] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx adjusts the frequency of Elder Signs in Caledon to repel Lovecraftian ronins.
[10:16] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): You might not want to eat that--or, at least, take care. Turkeys have a tendency to explode...
[10:17] Ixxxxxx Dxxxxx: ah yes
[10:17] Ixxxxxx Dxxxxx: The Turkeys
[10:17] Soaron Ronin (hoffmastersr): I know.. I met one that kicked Me..
[10:17] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx adds account to list of people to be ejected from Oxbridge.
It could well be a good idea. Best for Oxbridge, in fact, and their collective student body.
[10:18] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): for the record. I am that guy you mother doest like. but I do not lie..not about that .. or anything else
"Doesn't".
[10:18] Ixxxxxx Dxxxxx: I just don't want him disappointed that most of us aren't going to RP that eek a thief stole my hatpin collection and will rather ask him to a dance or offer helpful suggestions for adjusting his ascot.
[10:18] Emilly Shatner-Orr (emilly.orr): You keep this up, you know you're going to be bounced from a great many places in Caledon...
[10:19] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): only if you get proof of Me doing anything illegal
Oh, no, not at all, and you're massively deluded if he believes that. Ban lines are considered beyond the pale in Caledon, but individual bans can happen on any parcel, on any sim, at any time.
[10:19] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): that stil didt happen
Again, "didn't".
[10:19] exxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Threatening behavior is enough
[10:19] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): boring RP aswel
"As well".
[10:19] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): smile
[10:20] Ixxxxxx Dxxxxx: You DO know that many of us even in our "light RP" guise have no great law enforcement role or even many qualms of bending any such "laws" if they existed, right?
[10:20] Soaron Ronin (hoffMastersr Resident): but if Gov gets Me a parcel.. pretty I am trusted
No, all that means is you have the Lindens to rent a parcel.

Here's the thing. Desmond Shang is very forgiving for an estate owner, perhaps more forgiving than he needs to be at times. But he is very willing to help, and willing to rent to anyone who's interested. He does not judge potential residents of Caledon, but that does not mean he automatically trusts every new resident deeply. And it is possible for residents to get banned, even if they own land in Caledon, because there are rules for behavior in Caledon, which are clearly posted in the Covenant. Which every new tenant is reminded to read, to understand, and to click the little box that says that new tenant has read the Covenant. It's not our fault, Caledon's fault, or Desmond's fault if Mr. Ronin just skimmed through it and hit accept at the bottom.

(And with that, we move the rest to the second entry.)

02 October, 2020

this is how the world ends, not with a bang but with a whimper

Title, of course, taken from T.S. Eliot's The Hollow Men.

Seen on a random profile:
"I feel a good submissive should be like an Italian Courtesan of the middle Ages. Loyal, obedient, subservient, and if you mistreat them they slit your throat before you have a chance to apologize."
Sadly, no author was listed, and Google isn't saying.

But I do tend to agree.

And I try to stay away from direct copyright violation, but this seems enough different...I think I've found this year's Halloween costume for the Sakura ball. Sadly, Salt and Pepper sells each dress separately from the gloves, but I was able to pick up the red dress, and the purple gloves, so...that will be fun.

Now to other matters, and I'll make this brief. It has been a day. Sniping, accusations, insane misbehavior on the part of more than one person at many times during the day, all of it accusing me or mine of things we've never done, wouldn't do, and don't intend to do. The last straw was someone's alt coming after my partner for something I've written on here, so...that's it. That's all, I'm done.

Observant readers will find one singular mention of a particular roleplay sim in tags. That is the only entry that now links to that particular roleplay sim, and that is only left intact because that sim's blog linked to it in an entry there. If they wish to let me know they're taking down the link, I'll happily delete the entry. It's up to them.

All other entries have been edited to remove any references to places, sims, or people on them by name. The pictures are the same, but beyond that, nothing else directly points to a particular place.

And there will be NO further mention of this particular roleplay sim on this blog in future, because apparently, some people never made it out of junior high emotionally, and are getting snippy.

So. That's it. The blog's clear. Everyone happy now? We are most decidedly moving on.

28 June, 2020

there's something less about her

blackened-soul1

hey man
I don't wanna hear about love no more
I don't wanna talk about how I feel
I don't really wanna be me no more


Me neither.

dress down now I look a little too
boy next door
maybe I should try to find a downtown [wh*re]
that'll make me look hardcore
I need you to tell me what to stand for


I know what I stand for. I just don't know if I want to keep standing.

blackened-soul2

I've been looking for something
something I've never seen
we're all looking for something
something to be


Still looking, sure, but...wary, so wary, now, on the other side of this.

hey man
play another one of those heartbreak songs
tell another story how things go wrong
and they never get back
my pain is a platinum stack
take that [sh*t] back


blackened-soul3

you don't wanna be me when it all goes wrong
you don't wanna see me with the houselights on
I'm a little too headstrong
stand tall
I don't wanna get walked on


Walked on, no. Walked with? Sure. Understood? That may be a reach.

I can't stand what I'm starting to be
I can't stand the people that I'm starting to need


It's less...can't stand, more can't stop getting frustrated by. Less fear of what I'm becoming, more fear of what I'm giving up. Less dislike and more....struggling to cope.

blackened-soul4

there's so much now
that can go wrong
and I don't need nobody


Well. That's inaccurate.

blackened-soul5

trying to help it along
it's the same old song
everybody says you've been away too long
everybody wanna tell you what went wrong
wanna make you like an icon


I've never been a good role model. In any world, I'm the living bad example. I have always been what people look to, to tell them what not to do.

That's not going to change...

blackened-soul6

'til you believe that they're right
I don't wanna hear about love no more
I don't wanna talk about how I feel
I don't really wanna be me no more


Kind of stuck here, though. How does one get away from oneself?

If I find out, I'll let you know.

blackened-soul7

you don't wanna be me when it all goes wrong
you don't wanna see me with the houselights on
I'm a little too headstrong

we're all looking for something
something to be


Who isn't?

blackened-soul8

hey man
play another one of those heartbreak songs...


everybody wanna tell you what went wrong

I don't want to admit that I already know.

wanna make you like an icon

Fat chance of that.

'til you believe that they're right--

blackened-soul9

At least I'm in no danger of that. I'd have to believe I'm a good judge of character to believe other people are right. Especially if they're the ones relying on me. Really, answer's in the question there, innit? Can't rely on the unreliable.

No wonder we're here again.

(Pictures taken at Craigh Na Dun, Fort Stygian, the Junkyard, Silent Town and After the Fall. Song by Rob Thomas, "Something to Be".)

25 June, 2020

and she walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land

brokenglassfiles1

run away, run away if you can't speak
turn a page on a world that you don't need
wide awake and you're scared that you won't come down now


I'm not foolish enough, or arrogant enough, to be blithe about this, no. I'm very, very scared, and worried, and I see this could go so pear-shaped, so fast...

brokenglassfiles2

didn't I tell you you were gonna break down?
didn't I warn you, didn't I warn you?
better take it easy, try to find a way out
better start believing in yourself

[23:00] Emilly Orr: Damn it, [Exx]. Why are we here again?
[23:00] Emilly Orr: And I really want the answer to that not to be "Because Em's an idiot about men", because....there's too much truth to that.
Maybe there always was.

we build it up, we tear it down
we leave our pieces on the ground
we see no end, we don't know how


brokenglassfiles3

I have two weeks to figure out how to save things. Two weeks to figure out how to make it work. Two weeks of not being able to breathe through smoke and fire.

we are lost and we're falling
(hold onto me)
you're all I have, all I have
(hold onto me)


It doesn't seem like enough time.

brokenglassfiles4

now and then there's a light in the darkness
feel around till you find where your heart went
there's a weight in the air but you can't see why, why


It's all the time I have. It's all the time I've been given.

didn't I tell you you were gonna break down?
didn't I want you, everybody wants you
tell me what you're needing, give into your bleeding
never any feeling for yourself


It's not going to be enough time.

brokenglassfiles5

we build it up, we tear it down
we leave our pieces on the ground
we see no end, we don't know how


And we may already be lost.

We are lost and we're falling

I don't want to be lost. I don't want there to be no way out.

brokenglassfiles6

we build it up, we tear it down
we leave our pieces on the ground
we see no end, we don't know how...


And I already know, I panic when I'm cornered.

didn't I tell you you were gonna break down?
didn't I warn you, didn't I warn you?
better take it easy, try to find a way out
better start believing in yourself


I already know I make extremely bad decisions when I panic. And my decisions were already making some uneasy to begin with.

you're all I have, all I have
can you hold onto me?
can you hold onto me?


Or, put another way, can I hold onto...what I'm not even sure I have in the first place?

run away, run away if you can't speak...

brokenglassfiles7

I can speak. I just have no idea what to say.

(Pictures taken on Finian's Dream, which is a lovely Celtic sim, and The Nothing. Note of caution on that last one: it is pretty, but it's also adult land and heavily femdomme, so take that into consideration. Lyrics taken from Rob Thomas' "Pieces". Which I'm pairing back to back a great deal with "Someday", also by Rob Thomas. Because reasons.)

31 May, 2020

something's hiding in the pantry, but I can't find it, so would you please

All right. This one will of necessity verge on the political. I'm not here to discuss that, precisely? But the behavior of one person in specific in that one freebie group. Okay? That being said, I do have definite opinions, and they will creep in. (Though I doubt any long-term reader won't know them already...)
[11:00] axxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Petit Mort has a Black Lives Matter cop tank top gift as well as a compassion tapestry. In the group gift section, but NGN.
To be fair, they're not the only one. There's also a couple over at a protest event--I still don't know what it's called, though, because only half of it ever rezzes in when I port there. There are some really confrontative works there, though--art, sculpture, and of course, some pointed freebies. But again, that's not the point.
[11:00] axxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: *crop tank top, not cop tank top. unfortunate typo
[11:01] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: *giggles* (although BLM is actually a terrorist political group) typos happen heart-balloon
Yeah, no, try again. This is our first problem child, Ms. [Sxxw] (giving that much of her name due to having another Ms. S below).
[11:01] axxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: wow
[11:01] axxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: shame on you
[11:01] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: sad but true noo noyt shame on me
[11:02] axxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: ok, run along little fascist wanna be troll
I think she meant "not", and this was the first little blow-up; in a lot of my groups, there've been these little spats that the group mods have tried to quash. Sometimes that works. Sometimes it doesn't. It's a heated time, on the grid and off.

But more importantly, now they're both escalating the drama.
[11:02] hxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: No no no no no.
[11:02] hxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: We will not do this in this group.
[11:02] Exxxxxxxxx Gxxxxxxx: [Sxxx] and [axxxxxx], please peace
[11:03] axxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: no peace with racist trash
[11:03] axxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: sorry, but we all need to stand up for decency
[11:03] axxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: or WE are the problem
I do tend to agree, to a point, at least in RL. We can no longer stand by when we see something that's manifestly wrong. We NEED to stand up, make others aware. Stop it if we can, but at the least acknowledge the harm that happened.

But in SL, there are different cultural expectations. One is, don't just randomly be political, racist, bigoted, homophobic or transphobic, misogynistic or misandrist, et cetera, in places that aren't desiring that level of confrontation. Especially in groups where a) they're going to tell you not to say anything about X anyway, and b, have nothing to do with the politics of the day, it's fairly useless bringing up the topics at hand. Mods will just jump down your throat, and if none are online, you'll just end up with a bunch of offended yelling people.

(And yes, I realize I'm viewing this through my own lens, because I believe tolerance is very important. But my beliefs aren't everyones', and I understand that. All I try to do in world is ask for civility, if respect and understanding can't happen.)

(I also occasionally fail at civility.)
[11:04] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: *not shame on me I think what happened to Mr. Floyd was terrible police brutality but raciaisling and groups taking advantage for political opportunism is shameful.
"Racializing" is not only misspelled there, but it's also a terrible word usually used to indicate specific opinions. Which Ms. [Sxxw] seems to have.

But more to the point, Antifa and people in BLM seem, largely, to be protesting peacefully, as is legal and allowable. Most of the people stomping around shooting people are white supremacists looking for their coveted 'race war'. Tell me again how that's the fault of non-whites.
[11:04] Exxxxxxxxx Gxxxxxxx: we are not going to talk about it here [Sxxw]
As I'm trying not to talk about it (and also, failing). But it's context for what's coming up.
[11:05] hxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: We already said no, not in here.
[11:05] Sxxxxxx Hxxxxxxxx: good to be able to spend some time here and find awesome things..thanks to all.
Now, I was still getting dressed at this point, and hadn't read back, but I do laud Ms. H for trying to sway the chat back to center.
[11:05] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: ANtifa and BLM are not good things they are terrorists who stir up raciial issues on purpose. and YOu start name calling to me calling names I am not, shame on YUO!
"Racial", and "you". And again, no, I think you're more the issue, [Sxxw].
[11:05] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I only mentioned it because BLM was mentioned.
[11:05] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: YOU
[11:06] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: ppeaceful protests not rioting...
[11:06] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: chat lag causingtypos lol
Blaming the chat lag? Really? And for the most part, in most cities, it is peaceful protests. When night falls and the guns come out--again, largely owned by white instigators pushing for racial genocide--that's when the problems are happening.
[11:06] Exxxxxxxxx Gxxxxxxx: next warn is a ban
Oh, I hope so.
[11:06] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: wow
[11:06] fxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx Oh: When people can't follow the rules they need to be dismiss from the group.... when they have no reguard for others feelings
"Regard".
[11:06] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: smh
[11:07] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I HAVE plenty of loving feelings just stating a fact. I am not the problem
She is, actually. Very much part of the problem. One person mentioned BLM, it could have stopped there. She had to spout off about terrorists. So yes, she is the problem.
[11:07] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I was not the one who brought politics in to the dicussion actually heart-balloon
Actually, no, Ms. [Sxxw], all Ms. A mentioned was the name. Just that. YOU brought politics into it. YOU escalated it further by naming them terrorists, then even LATER used the dog whistle term "racializing". It's not on Ms A., this one. It's on YOU.
[11:07] axxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: omg [sxxw] is still talking?
Apparently.

[11:07] ixxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: u no ppl feeling wont be hurt is yall will stop taking
And meet Ms. I. And her inability to spell. She definitely is also part of the problem.
[11:07] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: drop it already
[11:08] ixxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: talkin*
Remembering you dropped an L from 'talking' doesn't correct the "u" for "you" and the "no" for "know", and does nothing for the "ppl" for people. Do better.
[11:08] Exxx Cxxxxxxx: eyerolls in solidarity with [Rxxx]
[11:08] ixxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: like not cause yall in a roup tat makes yall get stuff yall have to talk
"Group", "chat", you really need to drop different letters if you want to be understood.
[11:08] Rxxxxxxxx Rxxxx: Ever ! Hugs
[11:08] ixxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: abd constantly be disturbing other
It's "and", actually. And other...what? People? Groups? Small yellow plastic soap dishes? What?
[11:08] Sxxxxxx Hxxxxxxxx blocks the things I don't want to hear
Probably wise. I'm contemplating it for Ms. [Sxxw].
[11:08] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: amyway...moving on
"Anyway".
[11:09] Jxxxxxxx Nxxx: Ooooh where can I get an eyeroll ani for Lelutka?
Interesting question. I went to look. I found this one, but it's pre-Bento, and just causes the eyes to roll independently. They also have this one, but again, it's pre-Bento, and spendier.

Maybe there are more specific search terms than "eye roll animation" or "Bento eye roll", though.
[11:09] Exxx Cxxxxxxx: LMAO
[11:09] sxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Lol
[11:09] ixxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: like jeez stfu and take the free [s**t] yall get u wanna talk add the person and im them
Can you not, Ms. I? Now you're the one causing drama.
[11:09] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: *anyway*
You caught that, great.
[11:09] ixxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: yall jus love to chat o [f*k] man
[11:09] hxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Language, please.
Yeah, even misspelled, it's still against the rules.
[11:09] Jxxxxxxx Nxxx: That would get a lot of use. Bonus if it's discounted!
[11:10] Gxxxxxxx Axxxxx: Indeed.
[11:10] Exxx Cxxxxxxx: mine would stick that way
[11:10] hxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: O no, I said languange please.
"Languange"? Really?
[11:10] Exxx Cxxxxxxx: permanently lol
[11:10] sxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I use genus.. anyone? with the eyeroll thingy
[11:10] sxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: lol
[11:11] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: no cussing in group please
[11:11] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: chat lag agaion lol
"Again".
[11:11] Txxxxx Rxxxxx: black olives matter
A poor, but I think earnest, attempt at levity at this point.
[11:11] pxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Oh my gosh ...
[11:12] Mxxx Fxxxxxxxx: lo i saw eye roll animations on mp
[11:12] axxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: oh sorry, i must have it all wrong. i guess black lives DON'T matter here?
No, you're not wrong, but yes, you are wrong in persisting. The mods are attempting to redirect, and you, Ms. [Sxxw], Ms. I, and Ms. S are having none of it.
[11:12] hxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: Excellent, [Jxxxx]!
[11:12] ixxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: @[Txxxxx] black olives matter really
[11:12] Mxxx Fxxxxxxxx: all lives matter
It was a single toss-off comment to attempt to lighten the mood, which failed, but come on, that's not the hill Ms. T is attempting to die on, okay? Relax.

But, more importantly, the entire reason it's "Black Lives Matter" and not "All Lives" or just "Lives" is to point out the disparity between how white people suspected of criminal activity are treated, and how black people are. There is a disproportionate number of blacks to whites in prison; a very disproportionate number of blacks getting shot by cops, whether they were committing a crime or not. The point was to push that realization that blacks in this country are historically considered more dangerous, lesser, less intelligent, less thoughtful, and are treated as that by a large bulk of cops. Shoot first, don't bother to ask questions has always been the order of the day.
[11:12] axxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: it was just info on a freebie that i appreciate, not anything that anyone needs to argue on
Truth. It was a single mention, and it spawned all of this.
[11:12] Gxxxxxxx Axxxxx: It's SL. no life matters. :-p
[11:12] Sxxxxxx Rxxxx: whoa. what di dI log into?
"Did I", and drama. As usual.
[11:12] hxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: [Axxxxxx].
Mmhmm. Ms. A., Ms. I, Ms. S., and Ms. other S, in short.
[11:12] ixxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: u no what let me leave this
Feel free.
[11:12] ixxxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: group before i cuss t* out u
Door's over there.
[11:13] Txxxxx Rxxxxx: lol
[11:14] Jxxxxx Dxxxxx: OK I have had enough for today so closing chat sorry
Probably wise.

Then, later:
[11:36] hxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: I want everyone to remember to be respectful of one another. We will have differing views on matters of great import and matters of little import. We MUST be respectful of that. We are living in difficult times for a cornucopia of reasons. The typists behind the avatars are real, live, human beings. [11:36] sxxxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: heart-balloon yes
[11:38] Emilly Orr: Thank you, [Dxxxxx].
But I won't lie, that's where I blocked the little pipsqueak. Her whole "I love everyone but genuinely upset black people are bad" attitude? Not one I'm going to deal with now. Take your "Live, Love, Laugh" poster and your likely frosted hair away, Karen, I'm in no mood.

16 May, 2020

if you're bad, you'll die when you die

Well, this is new, and inordinately troubling:
[10:09] fruitloopsofical: FIRE STORM ZOOPHILE [Cxxxxx Zxxx] IS IDENTIFY
→ [Kxxxx "Fxxxx" Exxxxxxxx]
→ {link to website}
→ {home street address}
→ {town, state, country}
PHOTO {link to an actual photo}
{link to his Facebook page}
{mobile phone number}
{home number}
PAIS FATHER {aooarently user's father's Facebook page}
MAES MOTHER {aooarently user's mother's Facebook page}
[10:10] Pxxxxxxxx Cxxxxx: closes chat
I don't blame you. This is appalling. And yes, I'm leaving Ms. F's name unredacted, because this is a very dangerous game she's playing. People deserve the warning.
[10:10] Bxxxx Dxxxxxxx: bann that [f*cker]
Okay, now, wait. I am not going to play bestiality advocate here, and claim they have a place in things, because there are ingrained consent issues throughout that particular community. BUT. All we have to go on is Ms. F's statement that this fellow is a zoophile. We don't know if he actually is or not, we don't have proof, and moreover, anything done with an animal avatar, an animesh animal, or even an old-school prim animal is not bestiality in the same sense, because said animal is either manned by an actual person, or just pixels. Flat out. Even in countries where bestiality is an actual, on-the-books crime, this would not be considered a crime by their own statutes, because nothing is happening to an RL animal on the grid.
[10:10] Exxx Vxxxxx calling all mods
Oh, yeah. This is DEFINITELY a mod issue.
[10:12] zxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: lol wish i was a mod for this group
Yeah, really.

But she wasn't close to done:
[10:09] fruitloopsofical: FIRE STORM ZOOPHILE [Cxxxxx Zxxx] IS IDENTIFY
→ [Kxxxx "Fxxxx" Exxxxxxxx]
→ {link to website}
→ {home street address}
→ {town, state, country}
PHOTO {link to an actual photo}
{link to his Facebook page}
{mobile phone number}
{home number}
PAIS FATHER {aooarently user's father's Facebook page}
MAES MOTHER {aooarently user's mother's Facebook page}
Because she DID IT AGAIN. Need I remind people that this is doxxing of personal information? Which is against SL's ToS? It's against a lot of RL laws, too. Plus, this comes from a group that's about hair. Not politics, not sexuality--HAIR.

On top of that, this avatar is all of a day old. What...even. Personal grudge? She burned her toast this morning and had to lash out? Just had a mental breakdown of a sudden? No clue.
[10:14] Mxxxxxx Bxxxx: I saw this last night before I logged off
[10:15] zxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: well wish I was a mod for this group lol...
[10:15] Mxxxxxx Bxxxx: all we can do as concerned "citizens" is report abuse on [fxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx]
Which I, and others, have done.
[10:15] Cxxxxx Mxxxxx: citizenship ?
Well, of the grid, I'm assuming.
[10:15] Bxxxx Dxxxxxxx: oh i am going to the live support
You...why? Why not just an abuse report?
[10:15] Cxxxxx Mxxxxx: TRUMP!
[10:16] Cxxxxx Mxxxxx: get ya Dark ass over the Horizon...
Again...why? What does Trump have to do with any of this?
[10:22] Mxxxxxx Bxxxx: Ok so I pulled up fruitloopsofical 's profile and reported abuse on their profile using screen shot of this chat as proof
I did the same thing.
[10:23] zxxxxxxx Rxxxxxxx: good idea TY
[10:23] Mxxxxxx Bxxxx: we all need to do our part ... just like RL
[10:23] Mxxxxxx Bxxxx: easier to do it in sl than rl sometimes
Hey, if RL ever invents a one-push 'abuse report' button, I am so there.
[10:24] Mxxxxxx Bxxxx: that's why our world is in the mess that it is... cuz nobody wanted to do their part... Ok I know this isn't a place for topics like that... but.. too late... no "undo" in chat.
So, err...why did you say it, then?
[10:25] Mxxxxxx Bxxxx: actually we do have someone right now who is doing their part!!! got my vote!
I didn't ask. I was afraid of her answer. But in pulling her profile, there's a pick that says "TRUMP IS THE GREATEST PRESIDENT OF ALL TIME!", so...that does appear to be her answer. Which is a shame, because I do have several of her store's products, and now I feel I need to delete them.

And I'm sorry if you're still on the other side of the fence, but...if you can honestly, openly look at the horrendous job Trump's done at protecting Americans from COVID-19, and still think he's still doing a good job? There's really nothing more I can say.

19 November, 2019

throw my heart out on the stones and I'm almost gone

This is going to be something I do not, as a rule, do--post a full transcript of someone else's video. But I think so many of the points are important, I really wanted to share this.

So to start, this is the spoken text from CreepShow Art's video, Why does everyone hate Vivziepop?
"Fine, I will talk about Hazbin Hotel and Vivziepop, but not because you told me to--actually, yeah, it's only because you guys told me to.

"Hey guys, it's Shannon, and I have been getting non-stop requests to talk about Hazbin Hotel, and Vivziepop, and just throw my thoughts out into the atmosphere. Which is fine, uh, that's what this channel is really for, me just haphazardly screaming my opinions into a void, and random people I don't know telling me that they agree, and I'm a queen, or that I'm a living trash heap that they despise. That's essentially what I do online.
This bit hit home hard for me. Because a lot of times this is exactly how I feel--I get passionate about things, I take several entries to fully explore and post them and get zero feedback. I post a toss-off "this is a weird avatar" thing, and I get people jumping on my head for being mean, or hating on whichever group they think that avatar blends in with, or in general being a baby-eating Satanist. (Yes, that's a quote. No, it's not from an SL comment. I have been called a baby-eating Satanist twice in RL. I remain baffled as to why.
"But there's only one heaping, ginormous issue with this: and that is the fact that I have no friggin' idea who the frig Vivziepop is, or was. (Actually, it's just 'is' because it's not like she's dead; I just don't know her, is what I'm saying.) I don't really know who she is, I don't know what she really does, I don't know anything about her, and I don't know her favorite color, and, like, all of that is basic information that I need to have to form a definite opinion on someone, and what they do and how they are.

"So basically, when I started getting requests to talk about her, when I started this journey that is this video, I was a blank [f**king} slate. And luckily for me, that did not last very long. You see, the internet has two, TWO, very large, differing opinions on Vivziepop. One, is that she is a crazy talented young artist, who's just trying to make her way in the world, and the other, is that she is the personification of a devil, she is a terrible, evil woman who will stop at NOTHING to destroy this world. Which is great, and awesome, and amazing, and completely and entirely unhelpful for me forming an opinion on her.
I agree. I'll note at this point that I had no idea who Vivziepop was, until I started doing idle Google searches whilst listening to Shannon speak. Turns out, about two years ago there was some underground buzz about a show featuring a hotel in Hell, and it looked quirky and fun and interesting, and then...well, TWO YEARS went by, everyone forgot! I didn't even know the pilot had finally launched until those side searches turned up. (The pilot aired on October 29th, by the way. So I likely wouldn't have noticed anyway because I was hip-deep in haunts then.)
"I also feel like that's the internet's opinion on everyone, by the way? Like, literally there is never anyone online tweeting about how they're neither here nor there for a person, that they think the person's fine, and it's okay. They're either full-on fan-camming that person, and saying stan Gerard Way for clear skin under-[f**king] tragedies, or they are posting three page long Twitter threads on every reason why this person is terrible, and anyone who likes them is terrible by default, and that they should DIE.
This. Oh, so very much this. It's actually been an ongoing trend for about the last five years--basic civility lessening, genial social discourse being replaced by screaming matches, the gradual, "they're on the other side so they're not like US, they're not HUMAN like we are!" thinking becoming ossified into steel-trap brains. But of late, it's become real obvious online, especially on Twitter, which has largely gone from cheery social interchange and international connection service, to toxic waste dump we have to put on the haz-mat gloves to venture into. And a lot of the reason for that is this obstinate, ossified mindset on every side. "This person is EVIL and BAD and kicks puppies out of orphanages, and thus is Satan and needs to die immediately, and if you support him at ALL you'll be next against the wall when the revolution comes." "This person is AMAZING and INCREDIBLE and made of good and win and thus has been touched by God and we are unworthy to touch her feet and if you say anything even SLIGHTLY out of bounds about her I will take a chainsaw to your face." It's too extreme. There's no middle ground left.
"It's like that thing where you go to Amazon and you're trying to buy a toaster so you can make--I almost explained to you what you would make in a toaster, but, like, toast, duh, you get it, my brains are fried, I'm sorry. But like, you want to buy a toaster on Amazon, and you go to the reviews, and there's one person who's like, 'FIVE stars, this toaster cured my depression, got me a husband, and I have sex with this toaster every night. Ten out of ten, fantastic lover, would recommend.' And then there's a one star review right under it, talking about how the toaster stole her husband, her kids are now calling the toaster Mom, and she hates the toaster. Ruined her life, would destroy if she could.

"Vivziepop is the toaster here. Vivziepop essentially is a little toaster strudel that everyone either fucking loves, or hates, and nobody is neutral, and I can't figure a diddly darn thing out. And I feel like honestly, that's just the internet, you see this kind of trend now, where if someone dislikes someone else, they are just the most problematic person in the world and they have, like, list upon list upon list on why this person should be canceled, and all it really amounts to is this person made a very human mistake a couple years ago. This person got angry, and did something that they probably now regret. It's like, great. And I'm not saying that no one online has ever done anything wrong, and no one online has ever [f**ked] up, and no one's allowed to not like people, that is not what I am saying. I know that people are flawed, and it's inevitable for something to happen to make other people not like them. I know that. Not everyone's gonna vibe on the same level with other people, and it's fine. That's a real thing. I've felt it before, you've [f**kin'] felt it before, you're lying if you haven't...We all just kind of wait around for a person we don't vibe with, or don't like, to give us a reason to not like them, and right when we do, we just kind of pounce on it, like cute little baby mice, eatin' [f**kin'] cheese. As they do.
The other thing I've noticed? A lot of people seem fairly stable, at least on the surface, and will come off as essentially rational sorts--until someone steps up and says a thing. And then it's chaos. Half will be in utter slavish support of X, half will be in utter frothing disregard of X, and the clashes have gotten violent. People have died. (Look up Heather Heyer. Or the innumerable incidents where swatting has resulted in injuries and deaths. The first was just because the yahoo behind the wheel wanted to hurt people more than he wanted to calm down, and the latter is generally because someone won an FPS game that person wanted to win. It's so...petty.)
"A great example of this, is take what happens with Sashly, literally every month or so. I am not a fan of Sashly, I don't know their content, I don't watch anything they've ever done. I wouldn't even say I know who they are. But I watch content of people who talk about her, and it's [f**king] WILD how people treat this literal child online. Like, there is a creator who is literally fourteen, who people want to call every name in the book, because she acts like a creator who is fourteen years old. She is FOURTEEN, and people are having post threads about why she is the worst person in the world, and I'm just sitting there like, that's a CHILD, guys!

"People often forget that pretty much until you were about twenty-five, your mind is in a constant state of flux, and you are constantly learning, and changing, and growing into yourself. People act like who are and what you posted when you were thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, like, that represents you for the entirety of your life. And that you're going to stand by it to the end of the world. And you aren't gonna be and act like a hormonal person who is being ravaged by puberty and how terrible that [sh*t] is. Literally, back when I was fourteen, I was writing a story, a full-on, thirty page story, about being in love with Gerard Way, and made up an entire life where me and Gerard were together, and yes, at some points, that story did get steamy. Now, some part of my very stupid teenage hormone-fueled brain knew that I shouldn't share that story with the world, because I would be made fun of until the cows come home, and also, you know, it's just embarrassing. I knew [if] people read that and were like, Shannon made that, it would be embarrassing for me. But I always feel like now, if I had made the mistake of uploading that to fanfiction.net, then that story would be used TODAY to expose me in some way. Like, my puberty fanfiction and fan art of me with an adult man (that I was in love with because I was a hormone addled teen going through puberty), that would be used to expose me as a [f**kin'] adult. Which is the STUPIDEST thing ever, like, some stupid thing I did when I was young is gonna be brought up as a reason to hate me now? Even though that story was written by a girl who just wanted to be liked by a guy with cute long hair?
Putting aside the fanfic angle--I think enough of us, me included, have written fanfic that we fully understand why it would be embarrassing to find, years later--let's just talk about the war between generations is heating up, too. I mean, there was always a divide, there always will be, but at this point, it's like literally screaming over a wall. "Okay boomer" versus "Millenials are lazy", and every generation in between.
"Even saying that, I feel like someone's gonna watch this video right now and be like, Shannon just admitted to making smut with a minor in it. Send! Her! To! The! Ranch! Like, I feel like that's gonna happen on this video. And you know what? Okay. The ranch has horses, I wanna pet a horse.

"People also have a tendency to overextend nowadays, when they talk negatively about people online, because where you would say before, oh, I don't like Viv because she made weird, not-safe-for-work art that made me uncomfortable when she was younger? Now you would say 'She clearly believes in bestiality and zoophilia, and she thinks that's all sanitary and good, and she DEFINITELY practices that in her real life, and if I see anyone talking about her positively in any way, shape or form, I'm gonna leave a [sh*tty] little Twitter reply saying that you support someone who would have sex with an animal', even though drawing that does not equate with that at all.

"After I got plenty of requests to make this video, I posted about this on Twitter, trying to get a real good feel, a little touch, about why people do not like her. Because I wanted to hear, straight from the horse's Twitter, why people rage against the machine that is Vivziepop. And most of the responses I got were fair, and neutral, and normal. And then the Fire Nation [f**kin'] attacked. And I got so many angry responses that I had to delete it. But I'm going to read you one of the more neutral ones explaining their side, and explaining why they don't like her. Back when she was nineteen, she made various images depicting pedophilic and zoophilic imagery. So let's start there. No, that is not the whole tweet, it's just part one, it's gonna take a while.

"First off, no, she didn't make any pedophilic imagery. She drew two characters, one of which was eighteen, the other of which was nineteen, meaning both characters were above the legal age of consent, and is in no way pedophilic. There's another drawing of an adult being creepy to a child character, but straight up, it seems like it was a dumb joke that she thought was funny at the time, and I know, look, that's exactly how she explained it. It was a dumb joke that she thought was funny. She doesn't think it's funny now. She regrets it. She apologized for it. If you're going to say that she is a pedophile, and hold her to a standard that a joke now makes it impossible to be a fan of hers, and a joke makes her that label, you better have the same energy when talking about Shane Dawson, or Tyler Oakley, or essentially all of 2007 YouTube creators, because they all were making those jokes.
Yeah, if animating furries is bestiality now, 60% of Second Life is going under.
"She also hired a known sexual abuser and accused abuser onto Hazbin Hotel. So, I don't know if this is supposed to be two separate people, or if she's saying that this person is both a known abuser, and an accused abuser, but those two kind of, you know, it doesn't work like that. But because there's only one person on the roster for the show that I know has been accused of abuse, I'm going to assume that that is what they meant. Which makes no sense, because she is stating in the same sentence that this person is also terrible, known, and there is proof of it, and everyone knows it, and it's a fact, and also that this person has only been accused of abuse. So which is it? Are you fighting that there's physical proof out there, that this person has done this? Are you saying he's only been accused of this?

"Actually, I know which one you're saying, seeing as there's only one person on the roster that's been accused of abuse, and there's no actual proof that it's happened, and it hasn't been proven beyond a reasonable doubt. And I've actually talked about this a lot in my time on YouTube, but just because someone was accused of doing something, just because someone stated that someone hurt them, that does not make it true. To say as much is to also say that no one has ever gone on the internet and lied, and that's incredibly short-sighted.
As she touches on below, I think it is incredibly important to validate victims' experiences, and to support them, but...as painful as it is to type...she's not wrong. Not all men are guilty, not all women are truthful, and if we believe in these monochromatic definitions, we lose a lot of depth in the eventual conversations.
"While it's really nice to say that you want to believe all victims, and you want to believe all women, that actually doesn't work in the real world. Because you are diminishing a woman's capacity to lie, and her agency to do so. You are actually saying women do not have the mental capacity to be dubious, and they do. Do we know if the person she hired (whose name I am NOT going to say, because I don't want to label him as an abuser, when I don't have any proof, other than accusations) is an abusive [pr*ck]? Conclusively, no, we don't. Do we know that he isn't one? No, we don't. But it's innocent until proven guilty, and because we can't say for sure, should we all collectively [sh*t] on someone who simply gave that person a job? No, we shouldn't. Let's continue.

"There have been several cases of her cyberbullying, and encouraging her fans and friends to bully others. Along with that, many see her to have a really rotten and immature attitude, especially when it comes to criticism, and the fact that she refuses any and all, and often paints any person who criticizes her as being haters, and on a few occasions, has gotten her fans and friends to harass people who try to give her critique and constructive criticism. Now, this, THIS is something I can actually understand. I am friends with a creator whose name is Miss Zi-Zi, who is a sincerely wonderful person, and a fantastic artist, and you should all go subscribe to her...She made videos critiquing Vivsie before, and in those videos, she of course made jokes, but she was incredibly insightful, and made a lot of constructive criticism. And when Vivsie saw it, she kind of snapped at her. Which is in her right to do, but it does come off as bratty and rude.
As Catu Draws pointed out in the comments to Shannon's video,
Say it with me. Criticism is NOT telling someone “I don’t like how you drew that.”
It’s “You could improve this drawing by doing...”
And they're absolutely right. But it does seem largely that Vivziepop, like Anne Rice before her, refuses any and all criticism at times. And maybe it's because it's being presented with the hostility of a thousand mongered rumors. I can't honestly tell. But it seems from what little I turned up, that even the most well-meaning phrasing gets kicked to the curb as fast as a "You suck, die" line.
"And I get it, when you are a creator, especially an art creator, you kind of set yourself up to be [sh*t] on by everyone, because they have eyes, and they want to tell you how terrible you are. So someone sees your art and decides they are going to tell you that is the worst thing that they've ever seen, and that you suck and everything you try to do. And it only gets worse the more popular you get. It can be frustrating because maybe they are talking about a piece that means a lot to you, and maybe you worked so [f**king] hard on it, you just wanted people to like it, and say that they like it. That [sh*t] is rough, and annoying, and sometimes you see it and you get a bit [b*tchy]. It happens. And people are fine for not liking her for that reason, because you have so much success, it comes off bratty if you [b*tch] at someone who simply criticized you. But this is the first real reason given for people not liking her that I think stands up. The first reason that actually works as an argument, versus everything else that was stated. And if I was given this argument only, as I was with various other comments, I wouldn't have made this video. If the majority of people who don't like Vivsie only commented on the fact that they find her to be a bit bratty and they don't like how she holds herself, then cool, awesome, great, we can vibe on that point.

"But don't lump in that she supports blackface, that she is racist, she is transphobic, she's made inappropriate art of minors, she supports men who abuse women, she's evil in every sense of the word--that to me doesn't fly. Because that's wildly, wildly overstepping. Now that, again, was not the only comment I got that painted Viv in a negative light. Oh, no no no no no no. That was probably one of the most well-written ones without telling me to kill myself, or that I'm supporting a child predator; that was one that, you know, didn't deliberately threaten my life in any sort of way, and I loved it. I love angry comments that make no sense, but literally me asking someone why they are hated, me asking about that, looking for clarity, that's enough to get someone to try to send [sh*t] on me. That's ridiculous. Oh, I literally just got one. Oh, my god, it's threatening, it's threatening my husband. Great. I would love to see you try to hurt my husband, you absolute moron. [F**king] Jesus Christ.
And by the same extension, if you find someone who's asked a question about why everyone is hating on X, don't answer them with death threats. That's severely uncool. And it makes you sound insane. Just answer them as politely as you can. They may GENUINELY not know what's up, and you could be the calm and rational voice they'll remember in years to come, who told the truth without threats, without condescension, without acid rancor.

Not exactly a case in point, but a sidewise corollary: dear friend of mine asked who PewDiePie was. And my jaw fell off. I knew my two choices in that moment were, are you stupid, everyone knows who PewDiePie is...and to answer him honestly with a brief series of comments. I chose the latter.

But I easily could have gone with the first. It is so, so very easy not to think before we speak. And yeah, it's also a pain to constantly monitor what emerges from our face holes, because sometimes talking is a lot like breathing and we forget we can actually control it.
"Well, let's continue, though, because as that comment did list a lot of reasons why people have issues with Vivsie, it didn't go over everything. There's also a thread on Twitter that talks about Viv and Hazbin Hotel, and comically censors the name, which is very strange to me. I don't know why you're doing that. And I was going to go through it point by point by point, but then a fantastic creator by the name of What the Cheick, I think is pronounced, I don't know, made a video the other week about it and it's fan-friggin-tastic. I have that video linked in the comments down below, and in the description down below, and I highly suggest you go check it out. But I did want to briefly touch upon the other claims that What the Cheick didn't go over in their video, and those are the claims that Hazbin Hotel is homophobic, racist and evil, because I've been seeing that quite a lot. I got a lot of comments saying that that's the case. Which is astounding, because there's literally two gay, female leads in a relationship, which was made clear at the beginning of the episode, and neither of them is putting up any sort of gay stereotype, and I just, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, guys, I just don't. If you haven't watched the show, it's about Charlie, the daughter of the devil, who is wanting to make a hotel that rehabilitates demons and sinners, because she is tired of angels coming down from heaven, and killing them every year. She wants to help the population of Hell be better, and earn their way into Heaven. And with the help of her girlfriend, Vaggie, I guess her name is, she sets upon doing it. So you have nice, well-meaning protagonist, who also likes to break out into song randomly, and has a really sunshiny disposition, despite the fact that she lives in literal Hell. That is a fun romp-a-roony of a cartoon, that has a great premise, and though I didn't really, like, I just think it's okay, I can see why people like it.

"And it's even more fun because in the world where this sunshiny protagonist is, in the world surrounding this girl, everyone's fucking terrible. Everyone else, except Vaggie I guess, because she seems like a genuinely pleasant and protective person, and is really cool, I don't know why she has an X on her eye, but whatever, she seems cool. So you have these two nice people, these two people you actually want to root for, in Hell, trying to make everyone who is bad and likes being bad better, that's [f**cking] great. But apparently, people didn't understand that it's set in Hell? And in order for a show like that to work, you have to make everyone in Hell be terrible people? Like apparently, that didn't cross anyone's mind, and they didn't realize that that would be a thing that would have to happen, because the moment that a character, someone who was set up to be a literal antagonist, who works as a news reporter in Hell, said that she doesn't touch the gays, everyone shit themselves. Everyone started screaming that that was homophobic, even though in my perception, that's, like, probably why she ended up in Hell? Like, it's not saying, look at this nice homophobic character, don't we love her? It's saying, look at this character who's in Hell, oh, she's homophobic? Makes sense, that's probably why she's in Hell.
I freely admit, I don't get this angle on the protests. Why do viewers expect demons to be good? Why do viewers expect Hell to be a pastoral nature reserve? It's like watching the show Lucifer and being shocked and horrified when he tempts someone. It's in the name.
"You know? Like, i-it's why she's an antagonist! I don't know how this joke went over peoples' [heads], and how they're interpreting it as, like, oh no, oh no, that's--she's a good character, and we sh--all are trying to root for her, right? And I, I'm, I don't, I don't, I don't know what got lost in the sauce, but boy, did it get lost. I, not kidding, I got a literal DM that Viv hates gay people because of this line, and I just, I just, I, I don't know what to do! I don't know how to explain what a joke is, better!

"There are also people commenting that Charlie's girlfriend Vaggie was a terrible person and is terrible representation because she was angry in the first episode? Even though, in my viewpoint, the show gave her a very good reason to be angry? And in that scene, at least to me, it doesn't show her in a negative light. Like, one character just ruined their chances of being taken seriously. He made them look terrible on live television, and instead of standing up for herself and what she believes in, Charlie just sat there and did nothing. So Vaggie stands up for her girlfriend. If anything, it shows her in a great light, and I related to that, because that's me.
Kind of me too, on both sides. I have trouble standing up for my own person a lot of the time, but come after someone I'm loyal to, and I go feral. Generally to everyone's detriment, including my own. But I get Vaggie's anger--she thinks Charlie's a bit of a soft touch, and she's insanely innocent considering who her father is, but she'll be damned again if anyone will hurt her and get away with it.
"Then, there's the character of Angel Dust, who is a gay porn star named after drugs, does drugs, and revels in violence. People are saying that he's bad gay representation because he's hyper-sexual, and also a demon. He acts like a demon.. He's hyper-sexual because he's a porn star. He's a bad person because he's in Hell and is a demon. Like, the show went out of its way to explain why this character acts that way, even though it didn't, it didn't have to, 'cause once again, literal demon. And literal Hell. And people are upset, and I'm, like, I don't know what you wanted from a literal demon in Hell, but if you wanted them to be a good person, I don't know why they would be in Hell! I just, I don't, I don't, I don't get it, I don't understand. It would make less sense if she wrote him as a nice, uwu, good boy, because he...is in...Hell. And therefore, his worst attributes, his worst tendencies, are going to be on full display. They're gonna be cranked up to eleven. She's not saying that all gay people are like this. She's literally having a gay couple be like the most nice representation on this show, this is nothing like that. I don't, I don't know, I feel like something got lost in the sauce, and people were like, this show about demons being in Hell is gonna have the best characters who are just uwu so good, and I'm, I'm confused, I'm confused at what people thought. Again, I think the show was just okay, I thought it was fine, I don't love it, I'm not worshipping the ground it walks on. But, like, those complaints just don't make any sense to me, and I'm...here. I don't know, whatever, let me know if you guys are going to be unsubscribing to me because this problematic hot take, that the show is just 'okay', Viv isn't a literal devil, and we should all just generally care less, a little bit, about everything, and maybe take a nap? That's my hot take--take a nap, before you tell me to kill myself again, guys.
I tend to agree about Angel Dust's character as well, namely because I've known people like that. Self-destructive to a fault, looking for the nearest exit with the shortest waiting line, zero concern for person or heart or mind that's in the way of that focused intensity towards oblivion...They're out there. They're usually broken, careless, and strangely charming, and it's a very bad combination. But Angel Dust, people should keep in mind, is not a representation of a gay man; he's the representation of a demon who happens to be gay. There's a HUUUGE difference between those two portrayals.
"Anyway, I hope you guys are having a genuinely nice day, I will see you in my next video. Good night."
And that's about it. I thought her words codified some thoughts in my own head that were refusing to cohere in any identifiable form for me. So there you go. Who the talk is about, in the end, really doesn't matter; what she says about how the internet as a whole treats that person--or any person who becomes even vaguely controversial--does. And as the internet in no small part is a reflection of the world we bring into it, it's also a reflection of how we are treating each other, on a daily basis. Just...step back. Take a breath. Think through what you want to say. Do you really want to say it to hurt the other person? Do you want to say it to hurt in that way?

Consider why you want to, before you do. Right or wrong won't matter ten years down the road from this argument, but your words, if they strike home and sink deep enough, will. So...treat them with respect, your words. Try to be conscious of what you say.

I'm trying to do the same. And we're all going to fail for a long time, working back from adversarial everything. But I think it's worth the struggle.

it's just your shadow on the floor

(This section was written on July 11th...) Great. Sat myself down today after oversleeping, and told myself sternly I was not going to log...