I don't know what to believe in, you don't know who I am

Silence lifted last night. Still not sure if it's a good thing. I know if silence descends again, it won't lift, for any reason.

Or so I tell myself...

Is my heart too tender to hold the line? Am I too gullible to keep from getting sucked back in? Was it unintentional? I thought it was my choice...was it? Confusion doesn't help me, but it seems to be all I have.

So...I guess I wait and see. Wait for the next wave to come in, and see if it sweeps me far from shore, or back to land. We'll...see.