tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2135301473915671680.post6304552167881495925..comments2023-12-14T18:17:52.957-08:00Comments on The Train Wreck Love Life: and all the lights that lead us there are blindingEmilly Orrhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07245643246821826101noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2135301473915671680.post-69587246165787157532008-08-06T02:38:00.000-07:002008-08-06T02:38:00.000-07:00Sugar makes all the difference.Next time buy Grape...Sugar makes all the difference.<BR/><BR/>Next time buy Grape-Nuts, and add in wood chips. :p<BR/><BR/>Sometimes I miss that, too--the freedom of not understanding actions have consequences. But maybe that's part of why I still question, because I still find myself doing things without thinking.<BR/><BR/>And most of the time, it still gets me in trouble.Emilly Orrhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07245643246821826101noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2135301473915671680.post-46263959519541575692008-08-05T22:46:00.000-07:002008-08-05T22:46:00.000-07:00*evil grin* Only after a couple of spoonfuls! Mind...*evil grin* Only after a couple of spoonfuls! Mind you these were the sugar frosted ones.<BR/><BR/>I've observed that often those of us with the most to give, and who are generous in doing so, question themselves on it the most. I miss the days when I just DID stuff sometimes. But I guess that's part of wisdom.<BR/><BR/><BR/><BR/><BR/>...pesky wisdom...<BR/><BR/><BR/><BR/>xxoo<BR/>SumiAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2135301473915671680.post-55337171810692314202008-08-05T17:48:00.000-07:002008-08-05T17:48:00.000-07:00*giggles hysterically*The truly evil question is--...*giggles hysterically*<BR/><BR/>The <I>truly</I> evil question is--did your fiance even notice??<BR/><BR/>Sawdust in Mini-wheats. That's really funny.<BR/><BR/>As far as the blog-versus-"real" perceptions, you're generally not wrong. Unless I'm <I>really</I> backed against the wall, I'd much rather my social mask be just that--I don't think I'm outright lying, <I>per se</I>, just choosing not to show everything I'm feeling, all the time.<BR/><BR/>This is not to say I <I>don't</I> have happy moments--I do, and a great many of them. Generally in world, I <I>am</I> happy--I'm hosting, I'm building, I'm texturing, I'm wandering about--I'm having fun.<BR/><BR/>But I made the decision long ago--before I actually <I>had</I> a readership--that I'd be more "honest", more <I>open</I> on the blog. Which, at times like these...gives me food for thought.Emilly Orrhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07245643246821826101noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2135301473915671680.post-21768062156656062342008-08-05T14:56:00.000-07:002008-08-05T14:56:00.000-07:00I see what you mean... I will have to agree that a...I see what you mean... I will have to agree that at times your blog gets a little ...overwhelming... in that woe-for-the-fallen sense. Our in-world interaction has been sparse, and usualy in a Caledonian setting. So I think in-world I see a more light-hearted and happy persona. I find the contrast with your blog personae intriguing and at times unsettling. But it's all part of learning and growth for me.<BR/><BR/>I remember when my fiancee went through his brooding woe-am-I-evil? phase (before he was my fiancee). It irritated me enough to the point I put sawdust in his Mini-wheats cereal.<BR/><BR/>xxoo<BR/>SumiAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2135301473915671680.post-2055915358495070252008-08-05T14:23:00.000-07:002008-08-05T14:23:00.000-07:00As dramatis personae, as archetypal structures in ...As <I>dramatis personae</I>, as archetypal structures in the Jungian sense, absolutely--these are the skins we wear that free our psyches, to a certain extent, to learn new ways of interacting, new ways of perceiving life, relationship, and reality, and to point out sharply which behaviors are more "hard-wired", so to speak, than softly ingrained.<BR/><BR/>Even knowing all that, though, currently, I'm just perceiving my usual woe-for-the-fallen entries as whining. Being dramatic for the sake of drama. I may or may not be right, but right now...I'm just tired of it.<BR/><BR/>But thank you. *smiles*Emilly Orrhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07245643246821826101noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2135301473915671680.post-54082889375678056022008-08-05T11:46:00.000-07:002008-08-05T11:46:00.000-07:00Miss Orr, I find your posts to be full of drama, b...Miss Orr, I find your posts to be full of drama, but generally in the positive sense. Beyond the whole game v. not-game discussions I've seen, I believe we put our avatars on a stage and excerise drama every day. I assume you are talking about personal melodramas that we all tire of, but somehow always end up tangled in.<BR/><BR/>I hope you find peace with whatever you are struggling with.<BR/><BR/>xxoo<BR/>SumiAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com